Upside down #1

mar 15Celexa has made me see things through a different lens, so to speak. I feel like I had been looking at everything from upside down.

I had been looking at my relationships through the scope of my own trauma and believing that it was “normal.” I had been looking at everything through a filter of shame – deep, dark, internalized shame. And what do I have to be ashamed about? That I have a void? That I want to be loved too much?

I do have a void – it’s called the human condition. And yes, I want to be loved. Good thing then, I have my God.

I feel closer to God since being on Celexa.