Sometimes I look great

aug 23 sometimes I look great…and sometimes my bra straps are showing. Sometimes I am fat – yes, I look fat in some pictures, and I guess in some moments in real life.

I am learning with this project I look different everyday and am making peace with the fact my hair isn’t always perfect; I have blemishes; my clothes aren’t always flattering, but there’s something endearing about knowing someone how they really are. I am endearing myself to myself. I’m seeing myself from my eyes, from my “shoes,” from my back story – and I can kind of relate to me, this girl I’ve been studying. And I can see she’s a good person – she means well. And I’m learning to go a little easier on her.